my job is so boring that i must now take back up the terrible habit of livejournal.
 this is my entry.

i wake up. 
i put on locks. 
i take your money. 
i take off locks.

sometimes i clean bathrooms and smoke cigarettes.

otherwise i sit here. 
i sit here and think about how FUCKING boring my job is.

this is my 5th day of working here.

thats right 5. 
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lies ( Read more... )

something happened to me when i started college ( Read more... )

i love words ( Read more... )

seriously. 
i haven't lost my mind. 
why does it seem like every one all of a sudden thinks that i'm "throwing it all away."

i know that i am immature.
i know that i am "smarter than my actions."
i also know that every decision i make is going to have both positive and negative consequences. 
let me assure you all that i am aware of and willing to take ( Read more... )

i'm so not free ( Read more... )

i'm freee ( Read more... )

i don't want to go to new york ( Read more... )

still i try so hard to find a reason

a reason that i never seem to find

and certain as i'm chaning for each reason

still i'm feeling lostand oh so blind

well i feel that  you'll find its fine if i am leaving
leaving everything i've known behind

still i try so hard to find a reason
reasons that i never seem to find

certain as your changing for each reason
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this weekend was some strange kind of roller coaster ride.

but i've never been happier...

my dad comes to visit this weekend!!!
dead week
bills
finals
present buying
new york
christmas
new years atl!!!!

the holidays are busy and go by so fast its scary.
but i'm excited.
today was made for smiles. so do it!
happy holidays!!!