so close to that painful realization ( Read more... )

dancing and dancing and dancing ( Read more... )

avoiding the transparency triggered by impostering the person i used to be. although i would enjoy talking to her, life is easy now. laid back. managable amounts of awkwardness and not letting people down. doing what they want and not straying far from the seemingly moral side of life. why is lying to yourself prized while lying to someone ( Read more... )

that the world is the most beautiful thing i have ever laid eyes on is not to be forgotten ( Read more... )

mental health is this illusive idea. this intagible, unachievable state that dangles in front of my face. through dark, depressed months and extravegant manic days, it may be time to accept my instability. if all i can count on in this world is to never know how i will feel when i wake up in the morning...then i dont know. i convinced myself ( Read more... )

agitated.
annoyed.
bitter.
vengeful.
just plain pissed off

get out of my face
get out of my head
you had better...
just get out of my way

no i dont know where im going
but i know well enough where i've been
i'll do what i've got to do
to never see that place again ( Read more... )

i cant stand plots that follow the ordinary character and expect you to relate to him as he blushes at the slightly eccentric maiden he has chosen ( Read more... )

today.
energy.
clean apartment.
to do list.
recovered lost items.
made an important discovery.
that was there all along:

no matter the distance
no matter the miles
wherever you are
i'm better off for it.

i'll try to worry less
and do more
for myself
but it was nice to realize
that we can both do for me
it wont just be you

eight days a week

though wanting for a body close beside mine for multiple unfulfilled times of rest ( Read more... )

looking for answers when no questions were asked ( Read more... )