how to focus on something pushing itself further away. looking for success with the cards stacked against me. fleeing my destination. disdaining my goal. i aim to miss my target. to make it irrelevant and instead value myself ( Read more... )

am i still all the people i have been in the past?

on the nature of the universe, i have little knowledge. pure conjecture. temptation draws me like the philosopher to indulge myself. to draw conclusions too bold. use logic too synthetic. disconnected from the essense. linked only to the phenomenal experience. growing more distant from the love so close ( Read more... )

i want to be your beginning.

not a fresh start. not a new chapter when the old one's ending.

but a portal. i could be the window through which you see all you'll become.

jump through me and enter another world. trepidation without hesitation.

i think. that the majority of things that happen to me do not actually happen. most of my life is spent inside my head. my mind is the last frontier. full of mysteries. paradoxes and necessary truths. objectively subjective. an ethos of ethics. an epic of enlightenment. a love for life. life through knowledge. knowledge through art. art ( Read more... )

as i survey the past few weeks, i see how fabulous my life is.

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feeling like every moment of life
is happening. right now
weighed down by countless memories
the infiniteness of the universe
has put so much of itself in me

i see it in the world around
my percept
these concepts

the science of knowledge?
we're all wrapped up in it

well. i am at least

shifting the focus
changing the lense
the same scene plays over
but the ending changes

fighting the mold ( Read more... )