its not that i miss anyone. its just that some places feel really nice. like nonawkward hugs. and every now and then i wish i could have one. to enjoy that feeling i get..when you look at me. and really see me. and you tell me something honest. and maybe you dont know it. and maybe i shouldnt do it. but i hold onto it. for as long as ( Read more... )

i love ( Read more... )

.and i guess thats how you started. like a pin prick to my heart, but at this point you rush right through me and i start to drown ( Read more... )

i would rather be admired than adored.

my biggest fear is being overrun by the strong personalities that surround me.

to her i will always be sixteen. when we met. when she fell in love with me. she took a picture of me then, and all my subsequent actions, behaviors, successes, failures have just been twisted into that mold. defiant, unstable yet stubborn, idealistic, impressionable, optimistic, naive, sweet, bright, immature, crude, discovering freedom. ( Read more... )

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dont give up. dont give in. dont love hard. dont hide within. that was completely subcounsious. where i meant to go with that was..dont follow. dont do something already so overdone ( Read more... )

i am fairly agile ( Read more... )

.laid back. the only way i can sanely role. and since the majority see it that way, i do what i need to do to keep it smooth. thank the lord for smooth days. weeks and months without drama. of course one encounters questionable experiences at the workplace, especially ones in which less than optimal performance is displayed by the owner ( Read more... )

some one who cares about me...wants to know how im doing. i dont know how to answer the question. oh no. oh no ( Read more... )