I want to move far away and meet new people, be successful at my job, get married and start a family. Most of all I wish I could say that I have one sincere good girlfriend who I can actually depend on through thick and thin here. Maybe I expect too much from people. It seems I have drifted from two of my best girlfriends who I thought would always ( Read more... )

you know what sucks the most about this stupid car accident besides the constant pain and the fact I don't even have a car....One of my big stress relievers was exercising and i can't even do that so now im gaining more freakin weight which i hate!!!!!!!!!!! UGH in so much pain cannot sleep once again

I'm in so much pain. I am having such a hard time sleeping at night. I also have severe anxiety and panic attacks even sitting in the passenger seat of a car. The medication doesn't really help much. I have been overly emotional and also very irritated over the smallest things. I know it's just a reaction to the car accident. I am trying so hard ( Read more... )

So last sunday (march 7th) I went to mom's house. literally a couple minutes later, i'm on 110 and I got into the worst car accident. I am seriously so lucky to be alive right now. Basically the guy drove through a red light cutting across 2 lanes of traffic. He also didn't speak any english which is always a plus. Um the airbags went off in my ( Read more... )

Too bad you are an ugly old bitch! HAHAHA !!! Good fucking riddance!

24 days left until my brother gets married. I can't believe it...went to get some shoes today and had my dress alteration. Bought some really sexy Kenneth Cole pumps. Going to the gym now and also the mall to find a jacket/dressy cardigan to go over my bridesmaid dress ( Read more... )

1 year & 3 months today with Shaun. I can't believe how far along we have come. I'm very happy except for me being out of work still. I have been going on a ton of interviews but get nada back. It's snowing today and Gibson is hilarious. He loves the snow and runs like crazy when we let him out. My brother is getting married in 38 days!! I was ( Read more... )

Really never update this thing anymore, probably because I write in an actual notebook. Anyways we got about a foot of snow last night. Shaun woke up early this morning and used his snow blower for the driveway. Been seeing Cate a lot more the past couple weeks which is always a good thing. My brother and Danielle are getting married in 2 and a ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing because my life didn't seem worth updating. Shaun and I are coming up on 11 months soon. I think mom and dad are finally warming up to him. I know they're not thrilled about our age difference but that's the only problem in their eyes. I'm going to be 26 in less than 2 months. I think I can make my own decisions. Shaun ( Read more... )

I am so over emotional today. I saw my mom and we got into a fight, and obviously I still don't have a relationship with my younger sister. She will always be selfish and I am done trying to apologize all the time and be the bigger person. It's not fair. She needs to get over what happened in the past, and she thinks that I'm an embarassment to the ( Read more... )