God damn I've had a terrible 28 or so hours. I drank way too much last night, and blacked out, and did some really embarassing things that I have no memory of. The hang over that followed was awful. So yeah, this entry is a reminder to myself to never act like such a fucking idiot ever again.

And now Sura is calling.

Let the camera linger on your perfect skin ( Read more... )

So, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Being jobless and lacking communication with your girlfriend will do that to you every time. I came to a pretty interesting conclusion a few minutes ago, and that conclusion is that I'm the most stable I've been in probably the whole of my relationship with Sura. When we first met, I was in a pretty bad ( Read more... )

In my dreams you're alive and you're crying
As your mouth moves in mine soft and sweet
Rings of flowers round your eyes and I love you
For the rest of your life.

This has easily been the single worst week of my life. I applied at 7-11 today. I could really use a job that scheduled me for 12 hours a day, 7 days a week. The busier the better ( Read more... )

I applied at Bed Bath and Beyond today. It would be really great if I could get a job there, because they would be able to transfer me. Though, lately I'm wondering if I should be trying to get back to California. I mean, there's nothing I'd rather want, but it's slowly sinking in that Sura's not feeling the same way. I guess it has been fairly ( Read more... )

So I'm in Reno, and I guess that's going as well as can be expected. I'm actively looking for a job, and doing a pretty good job of it I might add. So things and that front are going relatively well. However, the relationship front is a completely different story ( Read more... )

Ok, so the keyboard problem is fixed. This gist of my last update was I'm moving to Reno, blah blah blah. That's about it. I'm actually in a pretty good mood at the moment. I don't really have anything else to say, so I guess this was kind of a throw-away entry. Well, I'm not particularly fond of moving back to Reno, but it will give me the chance ( Read more... )

Tonight I decided that Reno is really my only viable option. I was clinging to optimistic illusions of coming down to Thousand Oaks, getting a job during this visit, and finding some cheap little studio to spend my nights in. I've been down here for a week and a half, though, and absolutely no progress has been made. Not once have we gone out to ( Read more... )

Oh man The Cure are confirmed for Coachella