you bastard. you robbed me of my childhood, of a normal life. you robbed me of any and all happy memories. you stole from me the innoces of my youth. But you also cursed me with a disease. You have left me crippled and unhealthy in so many ways. I wish you were dead. had i been brave, i would have claimed some of it back. i stand now on the ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder how the hell did you screw up your life so bad??? i guess its just time to grow up.... i am just scared that i wont be able to handle it or that i will fail... meh, here is to the first day of the rest of my life... i wish myself luck

Help me please. i just need a break and i cant catch one. what do i do? Where do i find money? someone.... anyone. if i dont get money then im fucked.

wow have i ever missed my lj... i miss seeing all my internet friends. It was like one day our lives took us in seperate directions, and suddenly they are all gone... goggy, ppp, skye.... its insane that they just arent around anymore. its even crazier to find that i dont need them to help me and that i can handle my life and my problems. i ( Read more... )

I was laid off right at the beggining of the month, i had less than 12 hours notice. Its been so hard and intense since then. I cant even begin to describe the kind of pressure i am under. I have been lying to my parents about my student loan and how much i have left owing on it. I told them i had around 1200 dollars left on it when i really ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt disconnected from reality. I have. I think thats whats going on right now. I keep calling people stacey, and i feel like im watching myself, but at the same time its like there is more going on. I have finally reconnected, and now i have a massive headache. It wouldnt surprise if there was more going on with me that what i ( Read more... )

Its been awhile. I have been so busy and never around. I work two jobs now. ... ... well sorta, i called in sick on sat and went home early on sunday cuz i was sick. But yea, normally i work everday of the week ( Read more... )

Well... i have been uber busy. Working at wendy's isnt bad. Not my most fav thing in the world, but it could be worse. The one supervisor (sheena) drives me crazy and i have to work with her for four hours by myself (she never stops complaining. drives me crazy!!!) but i dont mind the other supervisorers (except april, who runs the store) the ( Read more... )

i wish someone cared. I wish i had friends.

Its Christmas, my week off, and i am going to head out to regina beach to learn how to snowboard, and to go ski dooing.... We have so much fun stuff planned it is crazy. Im getting so pumped to head out. :D

Anywhoo, just thought i would take a minute to wish everyone on LJ a merry christmas and a happy new year...