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[whereupon]

It's been ages since I posted an actual story. And I'm not sure if this counts as such, but. It's a collection of words, anyway, and they're fiction-based, and they kind of came out of nowhere. And it turns out I miss writing, and would like to do it again soon.

Phosphor
by whereupon
Supernatural: preseries, gen, Sam&Dean, R, 5,900 words. It's not

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[tabaqui]

If Sam closes his eyes, if he holds on to this moment tightly enough, maybe it will last. Maybe he'll get to keep it, get to take it with him. Have it forever, so he can remind himself what he lost. This future traded for that one, the way Dean cannot. The way Dean will not.

Oh, Sam. You break my heart. So full of resentment and anger, so full of fear and longing. Loving his brother and furious at him, frustrated, desperate, sad...lonely. Facing his future as bravely as he can and it starts by putting Dean back just one big step.
*sniffles a little*

Oh, Sam.

I'm so glad you posted this, bb. It's lovely.

[jacey26]

Beautiful.

[shoofus]

and its bitter and hurting and lovely

[borgmama1of5]

Oh, man...This hurts to read...all the mixed-up feelings combined with alcohol and teenage needs...One of the best looks inside Sam's head at this age I've come across!

[harrigan]

I miss your writing! And I hope you do continue on this trend?/pledge? to produce more brilliant, heart-gutting fics like this one!