...i'd swear that this was hell.

perfection...always comes with the highest price. The balancing act of indicision weighed with that in which you know as ultimate bliss. Nothing can ever work out the way we anticipate because that would just be to damn easy. Insted the bells ring in our ears with the simple chime, passion kills. Not a soothing ( Read more... )

i guess its only a matter of time before the cycle repeats itself. I knew full well the potential destruction of the senerio before i even agree'd or let myself go forth with this one. The true essence of it though, is that you can't help how you feel. So denying that initial connection and refusing to light the fire with the spark would be ( Read more... )

The healing power of alcohol ( Read more... )

... wake me up next year with a slap to the face, just so i remember what reality is truly like. I don't' wanna wake up with a false sense of hope or optomism ever again. One thing remains steady, one thing remains true:

PASSION FUCKING KILLS PASSION FUCKING KILLSPASSION FUCKING KILLSPASSION FUCKING KILLSPASSION FUCKING KILLSPASSION FUCKING ( Read more... )

this anxiety is killing me

god, i pray and hope she is ok.

as time continues to slip past and i watch people come and go... i've found that i've become somewhat of an intrinsic hermit so to speak. Not necissarily by choice, but by situation. I hear everyone's stories of going and hanging out, I hear my roomate's phone blow up 24/7... always somewhere to go, always something to do, always someone to be with ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

sometimes the biggest mistakes can be a blessing...

...yet what may seem like an overwhelming blessing could turn out to be your biggest mistake. A blessing nonetheless

god i'm retarded... what have i gotten myself into. Something that i wouldn't trade for the world, yet i know its another chapter in a long written history that reads: PASSION ( Read more... )

Every little cunt that i fall in love with ( Read more... )

So my fuckin wallet got stolen...

and it had everything in it...

all my id's, bank cards, credit cards....ect.

and i have no cash on me at all.... and i can't pull money out without id. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Rent is due in a couple days
no money to eat... no gas money... HOLY MOSES!!!!!!

so yeah, i'm fucked!

time to start serial