i have to say i'm going through an interesting time in my life. i can't figure out whats up and whats down. i'm turning into a housewife one step at a time. i can't tell if i love or hate it. i still don't cook much other than macaroni and cheese so in that aspect not at all. but, i do dishes everyday and "clean up" everyday. i do massive cleaning ( Read more... )

every now and then i fall apart.

happy birthday to me.

i miss everybody... every day ( Read more... )

i wrote a paper and gave my presentation, i could've waited till tuesday for the presentation but i jumped up and did it! i was so proud of myself!! my voice was shaking but i did itttttttt! yes

sometimes the tasks in front of me seem impossible. i think it may be a lack of confidence in myself. maybe just lack of ambition. i have to write a 5 page paper on ani difranco and it seems impossible... why?? i love her, and it is going to be fun to learn more about her... so i'm just going to do it and shut up about it.. how about that ?? :P

i will pay $150 for someone to write a decent college level paper on "women in politics" by 2:45 today... common people! haha, i'm never going to get it done. and by the way, if anyone feels motivated, i wasn't kidding.

my life suddenly got a wee bit complicated. but its okay. stuff needed to be sorted out and when its too fucked up to manage is when you get the most work done. i'm not entirely sure what i plan to do about any of it, but we shall see. all i know is i work 6 shifts this week and am managing school, its a little different than when i was complaining ( Read more... )

i have officially wasted 3 hours on the computer... 3 hours... no i'm not joking. i came here just to check my email on my break, and i am still here, granted i didn't waste any gas but i was definetly going to do my laundry. and this whole time i planned to get some food before class cuz i haven't eaten today, but OH NO. i forgot my purse in the ( Read more... )

i spent 3 hours at the beach last night talking. it was amazing. just talking with me staring out the window to avoid akwardness but we talked... all night. then i put my head on his shoulder and my hand on his... it was amazing. 5 minutes later he said he wanted to go home... he said he had a really good night and thats not why he wanted to go ( Read more... )

i babysat last night and i am seriously... exhausted today. its actually a comforting feeling. i've been sleeping nearly 14 hours a night because of the lack of ANYTHING else to do. so last night i went to bed around 1 and woke up around 9... yes god forbid a 8 hour sleep... and i'm dragging my ass around today like i slept 2 hours. its f'in ( Read more... )