im feeling less like jumping off a bridge, and a little more optimistic about life. maybe thats because today is the last day of the week for my classes. you never know. this weekend i have to do more homework, because this week i had done nothing, and last week i didn't study for my 4 exams and really... didn't make me feel very good about myself ( Read more... )

who knows. my gram told me that she doesn't want me going out on school nights anymore because i am too exhausted. and to get in a pattern of what nights i am going out on the weekend, and what nights i'm sleeping out. riiiiiiiiight. what doesn't she understand about 21 year olds? for real. i've already missed sooo much. i've wanted to answer every ( Read more... )

i am having menstral cramps like a (or my) mother.

and it just hit me... i am alone. i've been lonely , but i suddenly feel so alone.

f'in great

soooooooooo ( Read more... )

today felt like the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

i hate looking at tabbiee's pictures. i don't know why i do it. i found out she goes to maxwell's too and so does brien sometimes. i just hate the idea of them ever being in the same place, the same w/taylor. i so want to be out of this little town. i hate it but i don't know where i want to go. laura and i talked a lot about going up to orono to ( Read more... )

BLUrBULAR.

so...kiddo's. today i had an awesome day w/brien. we really just hung out and did nothing and pushed each other around like little kids. i was even on my head at one point. it was cute. he ate the breading from my fried mushrooms and stuffed the mushrooms in my ranch and then laughed to himself till i noticed.

"i decided to drive here, just in case you weren't at work, at 9am. and you weren't here so i did laundry and then i knew you got out at 3 and drove here at 1 in case you got out early and i've been driving around looking for you since"

i brought all brien's stuff to his house today ( Read more... )

so...

they are having a liz benefit on aug. 31st at the st. lawrence arts place they did last time. i don't know how i feel about it but i'm going. issac messaged me. let me know if your interested i'll give you details and stuff (if he hasn't messaged your already).