Last night was really hard.  For some reason I kept on replaying all the bad memories that have happened in my life, everything from the worst year of my life to Stupid A.  I was online, talking to Mallory, when I just burst out crying, and I don't even know why.  She told me that maybe the reason I'm reliving all these past memories is so I can ( Read more... )

If only love could find us all

If only hearts didn’t have to fall

We can’t mislead to make things right

So instead we’ll sleep a l o n e tonight

And if somehow fate we’re in our hands

Would it be enough to understand

Why we feel lost in a world so small

If only love could find us all

For some reason I was a little bit depressed this morning...for ( Read more... )

Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure
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My friend Richelle totally and completely made my day today!  When I read your post, I got tears in my eyes...just that you think that way about me means the world to me.  I mean, today was one of those days where I looked in the mirror and I looked so pale I felt like Casper the friendly ghost...don'tcha just love my analogies, LOL.  Looking like ( Read more... )

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Before I forget, I have to answer this because I was tagged 3 time (ooh, I feel special..not once but three times!, haha) by Caitlin, Lizzie and Eric (because they're cool like that :P):

Post six songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be ( Read more... )

I'm starting to feel a lot better now!  Yesterday I put lots of pictures of my Uncle Jim onto a bullentin board for the funeral home today.   It looks pretty--I'm sure he would like it :D.   I went all out cutting out bubble letters that say "James Rodney" on them. And all the cousins chipped in to buy him roses that say "To our favorite uncle" on ( Read more... )

Yesterday night everything finally sunk in.  There was one picture of my Uncle Jim that I thought of everytime I pictured him.  And so I went through my boxs of photographs to find it, taking out all the pictures of Uncle Jim I could find.  And seeing his face, his smiling face, I could just hear his voice.  Then I found the picture I was looking ( Read more... )

First of all, I just wanted to say, thank you to everybody for your support with my guy issues yesterday, lol.  I guess I was just in one of those moods where I felt like no guy would ever like me, but I'm over it now because I kinda had a surplus of men yesterday, haha (with special thanks to Lizzie, LOL).  But I can't get into detail with that at ( Read more... )

"The perfect man could be anywhere in the world, but he choses to be with her because life is better with her by his side." -Ben "The Perfect Man"

A guy could never feel that way about me.  A guy who likes me could travel around the world and wish to stay there forever, hardly even missing me.  A guy who likes me could be surrounded by girls and ( Read more... )