She's leaving. Within days, she will not be the girl that i'm spending time with while sitting on these hardwood floors. She's leaving. Within days, the only thing that's been consistent other than bicycle pedals and train schedules has been her one phone call away in many moods. While I live this life in the darkness of the bleak yet hopeful ( Read more... )

the proof is in the pudding ( Read more... )

Love is a marvelous disease. Mending the heart while poisoning the brain, obsession and jealousy hold hands with adoration and hope ( Read more... )

blind sided by a weeks worth of sleep overs, i love her more than ever ( Read more... )

"here i am naked drinking a forty out of a brown paper bag. Weekends off don't really offer much more and i'm drowning in the bed of flirtatious purgatory.

this afternoon she let me browse her aisles but wouldn't let me try anything on for size. She has traded beauty for brawn in a competition I was born incapable of competing with. They offer a ( Read more... )

I had a conversation with someone on new years eve about how everything is moving too fast. It was a fairly meaty conversation for two people dripping in drugs and considering the decibel level ( Read more... )

Lathering with a bar of soap in the form of the great state of Texas embarks me on a stream of deep memories that take place in this same shower many months ago. If anything this illness that has over come me in this hard knock introductory phase of 2008 has slowed my life down back to a speed in essence of those lazy weekdays drifting in a canoe ( Read more... )

Here's to the beginning of the end. No Future. No Hope ( Read more... )

A monumental wave is about to crash and disperse into every direction. This wave looms over my head. and I have two choices, duck under water and let it pass without no consequence. ride it out and hopefully come out with no scars. i have found new direction. i have found hardcore punk ( Read more... )

11/11/06-11/11/07 was the year of the journalist. Was the year of love. Was the year of experience. Was the year of hair. Was the year of reality. Was the year of relaxation. Was the year of friendship. Was the year of moving on. Was the year when everything changed.

Today is the first day of a new year.