is this thing still on?

i quit drinking for this month. it is the shortest month so i figured i have the best chance. totally clean since the first.

oh and i got laid off work today.

what next, i am ready for it.

is about to play rock band.

i am spending christmas at my parents. i am totally alone. my brothers and sisters are off doing whatever it is that they do and my mom is getting ready for work. i have to work in the morning so i guess i will be leaving tonight ( Read more... )

i got a new lap top!

so other than that everything sucks.

I voted bright and early this morning. It was a little unorganized and some people were upset. I celebrated by eating some pancakes at cracker barrel.

Polar bear club show at skull alley tonight.

damn it is 5:46 in the morning and i am frustrated as hell. i almost got in a fight at ihop. i wish i could calm down.

well at least dancing at fuzion was fun.

i'll sleep alone tonight.

this house is so quiet.

the animals are tired.

day dreaming is the only thing getting me by right now

i think i have heard all i can take for the day goodnight.

i am starting to lose my love for this city.

lie to me so more i love it.

my goal today is to come up with a new plan.