I want my old fucking life back. All of my girlfriends, all of the memories. Everything. I just want it to be how it was. Fuck saying the wrong things, fuck loosing the best friends you've ever had. Acting like I don't care doesn't make me feel better so I'm just going to show that I do really care. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I'm sad. What happened a few months ago, is happening again.

I'm going to Mexico tomorrow until Friday, staying at a resort. It'll be loads of fun...not. Considering the fact that I'm a god damn whale and my baything suit top doesn't fit. Well August 10-14 I'll be in SF with Lauren for her 18th birthday. Thats something to look forward to.

I need to go to San Francisco sometime in August. Seriously I'm over waiting. I need someone to go with me, so if you're interested, and completely serious talk to me.

Soooooooooooooo fucking good. Listen IMMMMEDIATELY.


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I got my license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm beyond bummed right now.
Fuck people.

Jessica, Sondra &Ashley are coming to get me right now!
Birthday dinner, cause my birthdays tomorrow but I'm going to dinner with my dad I guess?
But yeah they're on their way here and I'm excited for Macccaarrroonnniii Grill!

YUMZYUMZYUMZ IN MY TUMZ.
BYE :D

Ps; I love Jilla

Thursday-Sunday
San Francisco with my girls, caaaaaaaan't wait.

Saturday: <3


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