jonas turned 3 months yesterday. he's always been pretty fun (those first few weeks were REALLY difficult though), but now everyday is more amazing. it's so rad to watch him find his hands and stare at them for days and then graduate to bringing them to his mouth, and then discovering that he can bring actual things to his mouth. you can really see ( Read more... )

i had a hard day. my morning took a lot of patience to get through. work was long and there was a lot of being fake involved. there was a lot of downtime though so i got to look through books to try to further narrow my search for wedding invitations, that was about the only good. oh wait today's payday so that's also good. and then after a long ( Read more... )

working and having a baby is sort of hard. luckily erik works nights and i work days so we don't have to worry about childcare (he's just to little!). but it's so different than before baby because now when i get off at or after 8 i just come home and basically go to sleep with him. the night is over at 8. it seriously feels late to me now. 8 o' ( Read more... )

i'm going to start writing in here again. life is to interesting to not i guess. and it'll be nice to look back at entries about baby j when he's older. speaking of...

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so i finally have some pictures from my sister of the new baby. he has to be the most adorable new born ever. i mean, seriously, he's like 3 weeks old. too cute. so i just HAVE to post a few pictures here, of course.

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fuck i don't want to go to work today. i was having this weird dream when i was waking up and i had a hard time recalling it, but then when i was in the shower it suddenly hit me and made me sad. don't you hate that? the dream was about this guy who reallyreally loved me and toward the end we were going on like a weekend trip -camping? or something ( Read more... )

so much has been happening in the last week -or so- that it's hard to sit down and try to think of summaries. i really should try to chronicle things better because i already have a hard time remembering things and if i had it written out it would spark something, i'm sure. so look forward to some long boring entries with probably to many details ( Read more... )

stacy's been gone for almost a full 24 hours. i can't believe that i'll be living alone for a week. it's so weird. already the apartment seems dirtier. maybe i hold my self to higher standards? yeahright. maybe it's more like it was a mess when she left and i came home last night, changed, and left. yeah, that's more like it. but GOD i wish it was ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning with a swollen eye. it's kind of red too, like i've been punched. but i haven't. so it's weird. good thing i have today off because i would not want to be in public for more than an hour TOPS. god swollen eye's are ugly ( Read more... )