I don't feel good, and I am tired and while things are changing, they aren't changing at all ( Read more... )

You are the current object of my obsession.

Consider yourself lucky.

Last Groves Home Coming. It was a good one. For the most part I mean.

I will ignore the negatives in this entry. Not worth rehashing.

Lets just say, that it was VERY random, things went down that I NEVER would have expected. Life is supposed to be spontaneous though right? I needed more of it in my life- and I got it!

I have the best friends though. ( Read more... )

I need something new in my life. something that can fill this void. I need peace in mind ( Read more... )

Why the fuck am I so indecisive? Or is it that I am just never happy with what I have? Or is it that I want what I can never get, and then if I ever were to get it, I would no longer have a reason to want it?

My mind is a fucking joke.

I better just accept the fact that I will die a lonely bitter soul.

Sooo. Another new journal. Basically because I can't remember my login password to the old one. Oh well.

Lets see. So I got into College! Grand Valley. I am really happy about it actually. I figure I will just stay here for my undergrad, and then transfer out of MI.

But yea. So thats good.  Another good thing is that I just got conformation about ( Read more... )