so my mom drinking should be nothing new to me, but every time it happens i get just as let down and hurt as i did the first time. i guess i just thought that she would be doing better by now. she has been drinking and messing up her life since she was 16 and she still hasn't learned. i don't understand it, she finally had things going good for her ( Read more... )

so i just found out last week that my daddy is being activated, but its ok because he is staying state side and just working at the drill seargent school. so all's he is going to do is teach people to train new soldiers. i was so happy to hear that and not to find out he was going to the sandbox ( Read more... )

so i decided to give up on relationships, i suck at them so i'm not going to try anymore. i'm a whole lot better at the whole friends thing anyways

i know that i haven't written in this thing in forever, but there has been a lot going on. i will try and write tomorrow, but for now i am going to go to bed.

so i went to go feed my froggie today and he was dead!!!! i just wanted to cry. RIP spermy. i love you