This is the happiest I have ever been. I love this kid. We're going to be making a joint account to get a place for us next summer. I got him a job working with me, so now he finally has money ( Read more... )

So little Manda will finally be done with High School next Thursday ( Read more... )

..so im not going to Stoneleigh anymore.

I wish I went back. I look at the pictures. And I just sit here crying. What the fuck am I doing with my fucking life?

And i miss my two best friend. Heather Hoover And Chelsea Crowl.. I dont know what Im doing anymore guys. Im not me anymore. Please come home. I cant be alone anymore.

I DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why dont people ever fucking believe shit anyfuckingmore.
You know what maybe someone is telling the goddamn truth.
You're own god damn girlfriend for god fucking sakes.
You'll believe other people over me???

So you never realize how much you love something or want something until you think that you cant have it anymore ( Read more... )

I hate hallucinating..probably the worst feeling ever. You feel like youre in a different spot, or like you fall asleep, and you dream, or actually you just have terrible nightmares ( Read more... )

wow..so I got high last night.. And uh.. it was AWESOME. no..smoking is bad.. anytime of smoking. But hey who said I was good :D ( Read more... )

So I guess I am a pretty good fuck up, a damn good fuck up. I mean Dave brought up some things to me today that kinda made me realize that I have done some stupid shit in the past and that I'm what some people may call...i dont think i even want to say it, dont feel like making myself seem too bad ( Read more... )

So i was able to get out of my house today for a couple of hours, hang with some friend and the boyfriend. I was home for maybe two hours and was supposed to go back to the boyfriends house. But i cant because he is going fishing, which i have no problem with ( Read more... )