So recently the boy and I bought ferrets that we have grown to love. Bobo and Debbull. a little albino and a little sorrel. Weve had the two of them for a few weeks before we decided that we wanted to start rescuing ferrets since our manager has been doing that for a long time ( Read more... )

note to self:

Hide emotions better. Stop acting like a bitch. Life goes on. Get over it.

all i want to do is cry.but its just not ok to cry anymore..because there is no one to cry to..because i ditched all of my good friends for a boy friend. i dont know what im doing anymore.. I just feel like fuckin shit.

So I start college Tuesday, can't say that I'm excited, but I can't say I'm disappointed. Classes are done, I dont have my book, I personally don't care, I'll get them at some point ( Read more... )

im just a failure. fuck i cant even enjoy myself..im so close to freaking out. And it doesnt help when he gets all fucking cranky about it.. sorry let me just ignore it, so then later its even worse.

So as some people may or may not know I have a dog named Otto. He's about 17 and well he is just getting old. Hes going to be put to sleep in a couple of weeks or days or hours, I don't know. I don't exactly know how I feel about it, I mean hes suffering with just being old and hes slowing down and cant hear a god damn thing. My parents and I ( Read more... )

And tonight I almost shattered ( Read more... )

And today i took a inflatable boat into the middle of the eisenhower pond..and I cant wait to do it again. I did end up making a complete and total ass out of myself, but when dont i?

And tonight I felt completely helpless.. I didnt know what to do or what to say. I just layed there, just speechless. Almost numb.

So ive been listening to some pretty corny; what people call awful, but i call 'cute' music ( Read more... )

I did it..I graduated.

and to think i almost didnt.

sweet.

Bring on the summer bitches...no homo