here is my update, i spent the christmas dinner part of christmas with Amy*my best friend* and her family.
It was alright, today im dying my hair blonde which is going to look really creepy. Since i'm native and all:S
but anyways i think that's all im going to update...
yeah...that's it peace

it's been 6 days so far so good, i dont know what to do about his christmas present though.
Like i heard that he was planning on getting me a present so now i am obligated to do the same but damn it he's so secretive i know next to nothing that isn't common knowledge*which isn't much* about him.

wow me and tyler are actually going out finally....he just asked me out, im happy but curious to the reasons why he likes me

okay yeah...the last couple days......amazing. I've visited heaven and it'd all good. But yeah...sigh...why does he have to leave...oh everyone it's so not the alchohal that night cuz today was....*coughs* intresting

well i did go drinking with Ty again but it was the same as it was last time, no hooking up. Just cuddled i decided to let him chase me if he even likes me, everyone tells me does but god damn it, he NEVERS admites it, so i'm thinking of letting him go, fuck giving it a chance i dont care if he just might be the one, he obviously doesn't thik that ( Read more... )

okay, well it's been awhile...heh heh...my bad ( Read more... )

hey i saw Adam today and boom i wanted him right there and then. God he seems to secure of him self. So.....independent. Sigh, he looks like the goofy type but acts like... quiet and serious when i'm around like i never got to know him on a friend level since i dont live here i just visit but ....mmmmmm... i want him soooo much. To bad he thinks i' ( Read more... )

Okay i put love a little too much in this place, i dont actually think i loved anyone before* guy wise * but i get really close to love and when i luv a guy then he goes abway. I can't say i loved Bob because i'd be miserable without him, like you know 24/7 depressed. While here i am looking at this guy named Chris in 100 Mile going absolutly ga-ga ( Read more... )

yeah, this has been awhile since an actual update of my life how it is now. I decided on absolutly nothing, i thought i was over him and i was happy for awhile but now i'm re-thinking it. God i hate LOVE, i'm blaming it on my luck with that. I swear i hate those three words, i say it to my dad when he leaves" bye dad, love you" and in response i ( Read more... )

well i'm in a good mood, but i decide to let the past finly just die. I was holding on hoping Bob would come back once he's had a bit of fun, but he's a prick.