okay....who to be in love with?

my daddy's on coke ( Read more... )

first update from yesterday. instead of going to the pool i just hung around with everyone. Paul asked me out, no going around the bush he just plain asked me out. I didn't know what to do. So i told him he wouldn't want to go out with me, he told me to at least conceder it. And today i was depressed basically all day. I CAN NOT go out with him. I' ( Read more... )

notice most poems have some deeper meaning into them. Alot of people take things just as they seem them. Well maybe i'm along a small few who have to analyze movies, books... people's unconscious and conscious behavior. It gets tiring but i cant seem to stop it. I keep going and going until it's over-analyzed. And then sometimes i grasp ahold of ( Read more... )

is a kiss meaningless? between friends who know it's just to make one feel better, boost they're low ego? why cant people just be able to cuddle and be friends. I mean alot of people would say it isn't a big deal but what if the other person has someone? then everything appartently changes. ~sigh~ if only he'd see me in a different light.

i just ( Read more... )