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Ignoring me is the worst thing anyone can do. Its the one thing I take the hardest. I don't know why. Sometimes I get the feeling I'm being ignored when really its something else. -
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In the morning when I wake up, nothing will be different. I'm going to get up. I am going to skip underwear and just put on pants. Grab an undershirt . Take a shot, a vitamin and a protein shake, walk out the door. I'm going to go take Kurtis to the beach, head to the office and work for six or eight hours. Then, I'll go home and shower. I'll call ( Read more... ) -
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today I feel extremely odd.
like I'm on autopilot. I feel dead and disembodied. everything I do I am doing without effort. i'm relaxed to the core. my mind is clear. -
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what an amazing past couple weeks. so many new things I've experienced. I need to take next week slow. Chillllll a while. Do laundry, clean my room, get some shopping done.
But tomorrow, beach. -
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I'm tired of holding myself back.
I'm not going to worry about myself. I'm going to do whatever I feel like. Moment to moment.
And I'm going to just be happy. -
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ever wake up and not know where you are? what day it is? whats happened the last few days? or has it been a week? cuts, scrapes, bruises.... when? how? where?
its all so hard to explain. -
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I got crazy. Over a girl of course. And thinking about it, I realize why I got so wrapped up in her. Two major reasons. First: It was the first time I'd ever gone out with anyone. Second: I'd liked this girl for so long already.... I wanted to do nothing but make her happy so I could hang on to her. All that effort backfired. I did what I kept ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Bump In The Night
What are you afraid of?
Bears. -
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Kurtis and I bought lotto tickets. We said we'd split it if we won.
I won.
$80.50
There was exactly one winner for the 33 mil though. I hope it's Kurtis. Cause that'd be awesome. Either way, I'm at least $40.25 richer mothafuckas!!!!!!!!!!! -
4th of July 2007
Today...
was truly amazing. I did enough work to feel I accomplished something. Shopping. I chilled with friends. Ate awesome food. Blew shit up and put on a good show. Got surprised by my amazing girl after she told me she wouldn't come, wouldn't come.
It was just shy of perfect.
I have to keep me head on my shoulders though. I'm getting too attached ( Read more... )