My dad has been dead for almost 9 months.

I am having a highly emotional moment tonight. It still seems so surreal. I just feel lost right now.

I drank too much last night. I threw up. I was hung over all day today and I still don't feel great. I missed my one class I had today and I did not run all the errands I had planned to run. I feel too gross to go running. I am dehydrated ( Read more... )

So last night at midnight Kimmie and I went to Meijer to get the new Justin Timberlake CD when it first hit the shelves. This reminded me of the time in 2000 when Kimmie, Jenna, Ashley and I went to Meijer at midnight to get the new N*SYNC CD ( Read more... )

There was one day in my life where every aspect of my life was in perfect order and I had NOTHING to do. I had no pending homework, I had no pending bills, I had no business to tend to, my room was clean, I was organized, everything was done and I had nothing I had to or could do. It was the greatest, most stress-free feeling I have ever ( Read more... )

So one of my summer resolutions was to play as much golf as I possibly could this summer. I would say that the 3 times a week I have managed to get out has sufficiently met that goal. I have gone from absolutely horrible to able to hold my own. And while I am not quite yet ready for the LPGA tour, this week I did get my first eagle and my first ( Read more... )

I am frustrated with men. I do not believe I have met my soul mate yet. Why is it so freaking impossible to be friends with a guy without him always wanting more? I am sick of finding myself in situtions where he wants more and I don't. The reason? I never have a strong enough backbone to lay it down and break him. No, instead, I lead him on ( Read more... )

Friday night for Chelsea's 21st celebration we went to Cavern Club/Circus/Millennium/Gothom City, all of which I did not know existed. I have found a new favorite place to go on campus that does not have shark bowls ( Read more... )

I am beginning to understand that the following things just happen as one gets older ( Read more... )

Ever since my dad died, my mom has checked the obituary pages of the paper every day. I always thought this was a morbid habit she developed as death has become a theme around our lives ( Read more... )

So tonight at 7:30pm I logged onto facebook. On my home page was an event notice: The PINK party is tonight at 9pm. I sat for a minute and thought about how I had confirmed the event knowing I couldn't go. (I confirm all events to which I am invited whether I can go or not just to show others that I was invited). Seeing as the PINK party was ( Read more... )