finaly i have time to myself and thinking quit a bit , well i have regets , i no i shouldn't because hey i'm the famous chris gray , but i do , if i can go back , i would fall in love more and play in the rain alot , run outside in my underwear , and say things that make no sense , if i could go back , i miss peeing out my backdoor of my old house ( Read more... )

i feel empty as a hollow drum , and there nothing anybody can do , and i don't know how to fix it , i feel like crying , i just did , i feel hurt and everything is going right and wrong at the same time ,

o k , so what if the man died , I don't care for him anyway. I didn't like him alive , after what he did to those girls , I can barely look at him, Fuck him , I'm not even sorry that he's gone . and on top of that I have to the one person that i love more than anybody in my whole life to go and see his stupid funeral. why do you need me ? god dam ( Read more... )

ok , so since we had sex , she doesn't want to do it anymore , wtf was i no good , I never got any problems in that area . I thought i was doing good , but I can't be sure , i mean i came . I don't know about her . but she won't let me , so she says on july the 5 we can try again. try?????? wtf . lol we are not trying to have a baby . there is no ( Read more... )

i'll wait forever on you

ok so today I got up and went to school , and every thing was great , and than I went to the galleria to buy lisa a dress , because it was her brithday next month, but they didn't have it . shot i tryed to get the girls dress off to bu it for her. lol she wouldn't go for it. but anyway So i broght her a slave bracte , it looks really cool to . its ( Read more... )

i'm so hasppy and feeling great , can't stop thinking about her , she actuly broke my car . lol scott had to fix it , and i can';t wait to kissw her

i feel more or less like a stripper. lol because i'm bringing home dollar bills all stuck down in my pants and i get looked at like a peace of meat. Especial by old women. yuck

ok so feeling a little better , well alot better , i was right about the whole thing it just took time to reafirm it. but I got threw it thanks to two friends , for someone that didn't like me at the begining and one of my ex's they are pretty dam good friends. well , i'm finishing my cinn stix and going to bed.

ok so there are no good shows at 1:30 in the moring , but i watched inyusha , and a question comes to mind what is this is fourth season and he still hasn't made a move on cogomay. I mean come on dude , you been going this long without and she really likes you and you really like her . (i know its just a tv show) but hey its 1:30 in the freaking ( Read more... )