So. Talking to the Ex. Things not going so well but I'm being calm and trying. We'll see what happens. Just told her that I want to show her things have changed and that I'm different. But not  just tell her, cause thats BS, but show her. She basically said Meh. See I didn't know that I was getting another chance. I thought, and well everyone told ( Read more... )

Life= crazy ( Read more... )

Things have been going good so far. I'm happy with where I'm at emotionally for the first time in a long time. I just wish things could have turned out a little different, just so all that awkwardness wouldn't be there. I hope things will change but I truly doubt that they really will. I'm just slowly accepting that thats not my fault ( Read more... )