Just felt like venting. And I know your gonna read this Michelle so Hi. Since your the only one I know of that reads this, i'm just gonna write this to you basically. With some of my mindless blabble here and there. I know we've both been mixed up lately. I don't even know whats going through my head anymore. The only thing I'm certain of is I know ( Read more... )

Just a quickie! I've been good lately. My hole's getting deeper, but that always happens to me in relationships. I guess i'm really good with words at times. But i feel like there are times when i should just not say anything. And i always slip when it comes to keepin my hole shut!! but anywho. Started my Ford training last week. It's been great! ( Read more... )

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Ok, so I've finally think I know what to put here. Lots of shit has been going down. I'm almost done with my regular UTI courses. After these next three weeks of class i'll be in Ford. I can't wait!! BUT! To do this, i'm gonna have to change around my whole life. I'm gonna be switching to morning classes. So instead of school from 2 pm tp 8:15 pm, ( Read more... )

Hello again. It's been awhile as usual. Im flying home saturday morning. I dunno. I think i should be alot happier but for some odd reason im not as excited as i should be. maybe it just hasn't set in that im actually going home for a week. also, i've never really had anyone to look forward to seeing when i get to go home. Dont get me wrong i miss ( Read more... )

Hello again. Just giving an update. So, yea! Michelle came out to visit me for Thanksgiving. I was so nervous at the airport waiting for her. I thought I was gonna fall over and pass out. But once we started talking and I was waiting outside the checkpoint, I spotted her walking out. Then, well..... she started to walk right past me. And after that ( Read more... )

Well hi. Once i get started i dont know if i'll be able to stop. Theres been so much running through my head lately. With Michelle coming out soon, and me flying home soon. And me just being so bored and dull all the time. I just feel like a turd. I need a life. It's really not as bad as it sounds i suppose. I've just been so nervous and anxious ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in awhile, so now sounded like a good time to do so. I'm talking to my love right now ( :-* Love you hunnie!!). We talked for like 5 or six hours yesterday! I love it! And for about 2 hours of that we were really having fun. ; - ) She got her plane tickets to come out for thanksgiving. I'M SO EXCITED!!! All day I just think about ( Read more... )

I think I'm gonna start off with the good news. Michelle is coming out to visit for Thanksgiving! OH MAN I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! It should be nice to have someone special to spend Thanksgiving with. No wait, I know it will be great. Any time spent in person with my love is cherished. We've already talked about so much. And understand each other so well. ( Read more... )

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