i havent been on her in forevr. so i just wanted to let everyone know im doing okay just busy.. really busy. im now on myspace.. Gurlfrann03@aol.com kit <<33 i missed u guys!!

i swear to effing god. im so done with his crap. he leaves with out telling me where he is going. but if i go somewhere and not tell him he gets all pissed off. i dont know what to do. i just let the phone ring and he doesnt answer. i have no other way of getting a hold of him. im so pissed off. this doesnt help. it just makes me feel worse. i hope ( Read more... )

well me and joey ahve been doing better. but im sick again. dont know what is, and dont know why or where. it scares me and i have never felt this alone. i want to push everyone away because if i die i dont want them to be hurt. im so not sure about my life right now. i ahve written anything good in a while. and i cant think straight plus this pain ( Read more... )

im kind of empty. bored and tired. i was gonna have an interview. but the lady left and it was a stupid mess. i have a head ache. we hung out with aubrey and them it was fun. went shopping it was soooo fun. i got new shoes and pants and wallets. wahooo. very fun. im tired. i want to go some where. no where to go.

im nothing im nothing im nothing. god i wish i were dead. im nothing im nothing im nothing. i have nothing. i hate it i hate it

okay so im bored so i thought id update. im really not on this anymore, i like myspace. i love my joey, sometimes. other itmes he just like other guys. arrrrg