the world has me backed into a corner and is kicking my ass. but i'm going for the rope a dope strategy, i'm gonna let it kick my ass until there's nothing left and when it thiinks it has me beat i'll let loose. will i be victorious? and if so, what's my prize?

i am everything you wanted

i don't know what to think anymore. what do i believe? whom can i trust? why are things so fucked up? what happens next? what is in store for me? and most importantly where do i go from here?

ok so last night. wow. last night was fucking crazy. kick ass party, followed by random apartment, followed by me getting punched, alot of alcohol and yes oh yes passing out at my house. i loved it. well kids im tired and im just gonan chill tonight. mny body needs it.

i'm glad you're back.

the world has turned and left me here
just where i was before you appeared
and in your place an empty space
has filled the void behind my face

my loathing for this world and myself grows daily.

I am a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, and at times i'm a stupid hell-raiser. I am never idle enough to do much thinking, but i feel that somehow my instincts are right. i share a vagrant optimism that some of us are making real progress, that we are taking a truthful road, and that the best of us will inevitably make it to the top. At the same ( Read more... )

all i want to tell you is that i miss you and that the last week has probably been the worst week of my life. life is shitty you made that go away nvm fuck this i'll wait til you wanna talk. "but i need you to know that i care and i miss you"

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