well i wont be seeing anybody at school for a long ass time on the account that im not alloowed on campus til after spring break. so if you guys wanna see my sexy face then you actually have to hang out with me ( Read more... )

My beloved monster and me ( Read more... )

blame it on the web but the spiders your problem now

i can no longer tell the difference between black and white. there's not even gray anymore, it's all the same to me now. it's all bullshit. there is no good in people anymore, in fact i don't think there are even people anymore. everyone is a drone. everyone seems to be the exact same ( Read more... )

so i took a break from lj for a while. it's been good but i think im gonna start this shit up again. why not ( Read more... )

i went christmas shopping yesterday. first off fuck people at the mall. and now i have realized that what i purchased needs to be exchanged for certain reasons and so i have to go back to that hell hole today ( Read more... )

i love life and you.

for the most part.

ps im gona have sex with you

ok so today i am having a mental breakdown and you know what fuck journals. fuck the computer. fuck this and fuck you .

it's alright if oyu love me
it's alright if you don't
i'm not afraid of you running away
honey i get the feelign oyu won't
there is no sense in pretending
your eyes give you away something inside you
must feel it like i do
we've said all there is to say

breakdown go ahead and give it to me
breakdown honey take me through the night

She smiled at me. She smiled at me understandingly--it was much more htan understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of external reassurrance in it, that you may come across three or four times in life. it faced--or seemed to face--the whole external world for the shortest instant, and then concentrated on you with an ( Read more... )