This will be my last journal. I am finished, with all of this. I began writing in this journal as a means for people to understand me, then I realized I am far too secluded and could never post my actual thoughts on a live journal.

So, I would basically write whatever I felt was acceptable: stating I was tired, my love for The OC, my PASSION for ( Read more... )

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I can't go to bed.

I think you know you're tired when you start to see dots everywhere.

I feel like I need to update. I hate these stupid journal entries but I guess I have become addicted to it. This is funny, since I seldom right in it. Normally, I just observe ( Read more... )

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I find that they asked for my age on this quiz thing very upsetting. Relationships shouldn't be based on age, but how the couple works together and gets along. I'm sure Johnny and I were meant for eachother. He will soon be 41, and I am 14. Do you see the similarity in numbers? yeah! Well, anyway, I still think that my age should have no ( Read more... )

indecisive.

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Break definitely flew by. I was very irresponsible and I should have gotten a lot more things done. It was good to chill out and hang with people though. I think I drank too much over break. I hadn't drank like that since the cruise. It was intense. Marlee Seidman's was so much fun though! I can't remember a time when I saw Marlee drunk in all of ( Read more... )

I'm in a pretty good mood right now. for sure.
yeahh I loved the oc. It was amazing. I thought Oliver was going to kill himself, but he didn't, all because ryan saved the day. Anna and Seth need to get back together. Summer is a wench and doesn't know a thing about seth or what he needs. I am very dissapointed with how that situation turned out ( Read more... )

I didn't feel like going to dance tonight. I called in and said I couldn't dance, which was true. I am happy now because I get to see all of the OC!! yay! anywayys I am kind of in a hyper mood, and all alone. being hyper and alone don't work well together. it's just not fun.

I believe in a thing called love. On saturday, mike decided to say ( Read more... )

yeah, I am definitely not feeling too good right about now. I had to dance for nearly 10 hours on Sunday and I didn't get that much sleep. I can't really move my neck or my back, which sucks. I dislike all of britney spears' choreography. She is such a wench. We had to do the belly dancing from her "I'm a slave 4 u" video. And all the head whipping ( Read more... )