so pretty much i hate my life....the man or boy i was suppose to be marrying well he caught me completely off guard last night i calle dhis cell phone u know same old same old and the fat bitch sherry answers number one helllll no....and i was like were is tomy and she was like in the bathroom...so i just calmly told her to tell him i would love ( Read more... )

i want to die end of story

ok i have reached a conclusion since i dodn't sleep last night cuz i made justin mad....boyfriends and girlfriends will come and go through the years but me and justin will always be together..u know why cuz we are friends omg i am mother fuckin genius so sorry justin......i got it now w are friends not lovers lol...well call me tonight i should ( Read more... )

quite frankly i am heartbroken and pretty much want togo away and die now...so i will go do that thnk u and goodbye

my car is done it is painted and has only 4 stars on it i completely altered the design lol i do that

so kustin was bein nice we were gettin along he was answer my phone calls but all super things come to an end...i tlkd to him for like 5 minutes yesterday no idea what the hell he is up to...and i'd say i don't care but i do...quite frankly i think he found another girl..why..because he is really starting to act like austin did when he started ( Read more... )

ok so i am really high so i will prolly delete this tonight....for now i am goin with me and justin are just friends that like each other...no relationship involved...stupid...we already act like we are together why don't we just go out already ahhhhhhhhhh.... it drives me crazy....well i g2g cuz typin is really hard...justin if u read this then u ( Read more... )

today is the one year anniversary of 2 of my friends deaths one was 16 tasha the other 17 timmy....i went to tasha's grave site today and i am goin to timmy's tommorrow...then i am goin to wrestling...to see all those silly bitches up there...i am actually in a really good mood spite the fact i still don't have a boyfriend...but thats ok..justin ( Read more... )

Last night My future ex wife was bugging me about going with her and I told her that I want to but I don't because of heather leaving me for nathan and now I just don't trust anybody. But the bad thing is is that I want to be with someone so I am not depressed all the time ( Read more... )

omg u caught me i am being fake happy again what the fuck do i have to be happy for...ur right my loving boyfriend..non acoholic parents..role model brother...never doinga drug in my life...my friends all still being a live...and i am beautiful.....oops i channeled someone else life...dammit not happy thats me