grrr people make me soo flippin mad! y is it that every time i like someone somebody else who shall remain nameless flirts w/ them right in front of me... knowing i like them! UHHHH i wish so bad that mandi (my best friend in the whole world) had never moved to kansas .... i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to anymore ... i just feel kinda lost ( Read more... )

hum its been a lil while since i updated ... i dont feel like going into great detail on the last couple of weeks... so we will go back to yesterday... i had to work yesterday.. pickin raspberries is NOT fun! anywayz i got off at like 12 so me n kari went to the hartselle pool to swim and corey lifeguardin was a plus ;) anywayz it felt soo good ( Read more... )

YAY i finally have worked up the courage to get my belly button pierced and mom is considerin takin me tonite after dinner.. and if not tonite no l8er than this w/e!~ im excited.. but also kinda nervous.. i have low pain tolerance when it comes to anything other than soccer! and i hate needles but.. i will get tru it~ anywho ... went to the bluffs ( Read more... )

wow i am more confused about my love life now than ever~ i dont want to totally announce it so if anyone really wants to know the story lemme know and ill tell you privately! in other news we went out to eat today for my sisters birthday! it was yummy! and i found out that i may have a babysittin job this summer which is kewl but itll be ( Read more... )

today was like very uneventful until tonite.. went and got my sister a bday pres. and wandered aimlessly around the mall for a few hours and then sunshine came over and we got cute and went out... we were going to have crisco come and take our pics so we went to BAM to wait on him.. but it took him forever and a day to get there so we had to leave ( Read more... )

its the frist w/e that i went somewhere w/o mike basically except for the w/e he broke up w/ me but i dint do a whole lot.. anywayz i actually had a good time! friday i went to josh's birthday and i made corey go w/ me! i had an awsome time.. we played twister and what not but josh and his ghetto kept knockin me down! yea well anywho we ended up ( Read more... )

well i talked to mike the other nite on the net and we tried to talk about everything and how we feel and im STILL CONFUSED he doesnt know how he feels.. i guess he never will... sometimes i think he is just tellin me he is confused so he doesnt have to tell me he hates me and never wants to see me again! it wouldnt surprise me tho thats basically ( Read more... )

well i saw mike last nite... at the baseball games.. i gave him his shirt and ring back.. he asked for a hug so i gave him a half hug and he gave me a full blown squeeze your guts out hug... i think it just made it worse... but i ended up hangin out w/ corey and nick and ana most of the nite which was kewl cuz i had a really good time with them but ( Read more... )

my life as i know it is now over! last nite had to have been the single worst night of my life! mike broke up w/ me! he felt to tied down and felt like he wasnt all the way in it and said that he just couldnt put his whole heart into it and he dint think that was fair to me... i believe that to an extent but i also think the recent break up of his ( Read more... )

gah school sux! 3 test today count em 3! ahhh but its ok... i did good on the first one.. the second one.. yea we wont go there.. and the third one was prolly pretty good... anywho now i am sittin here on coaches computer with kari while everyone sits out in the hot hot sun! haha! anywayz... we have no school tomorrow but i still have to get up ( Read more... )