are all posted to my myspace...thank you.
Cait

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Soooo it's been like 2 months since I wrote in this bad boy. Sooo Chris is officially gone for the army now, it's been a month since he left, and to be honest sometimes I feel like he might not really care. I mean it's been a month...and I've gotten nothing from him and it scares me because I want to hear from him. I know he's ok, and I know he's ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever...why? Because Toby broke my laptop. I don't have a lot to say about that...just I'm pissed about it...now on to the hardcore stuff.

About a month ago my grandma got diagnosed with skin cancer, now they believe it has spread to other parts of her body, she goes in for a PET scan next week.  She's 89 and this will ( Read more... )

I wrote this poem on friday before everything happened so...yeah...i was waiting for the doctor I believe when I wrote it.

Burdens

Sometimes I feel that,

the weight of the world is on my shoulders,

It seems like everyon,

Rests their pain on me,

But now I realize I can't let it push down on me,

I've never wanted that much ( Read more... )

1. Caitlin Needs a diet!?! (this was the TOP THREE RESULTS...am I fat...i didn't think I was fat...google says I am..:( Sad face ( Read more... )

whnsqrlsattck: CHRIS IS HOMMMEEEEEE!
JavaJoe2004: I know

Auto response from whnsqrlsattck: Muscle Relaxers make me  sleepyyyy...haha be back later!

whnsqrlsattck: NO YOU DON"T!
JavaJoe2004: yes i do i was haging out with Lia
whnsqrlsattck: that was an odd statement.
whnsqrlsattck: you know lia...nevermind i don't care
JavaJoe2004: she told me
( Read more... )

I had so much FUN last night. It was A-MAZING!! Jenna, Rein (pronounced Ryan, He's her boyfriend), Vicki and I went to go see the late showing of RENT...of course it was OPENING NIGHT so we waited in line to enter the theater and believe me it was WORTH it. RENT is the story of Seven friends, it follows their lives from 1989 to 1990. Of these seven ( Read more... )

Hey All~

Sooooo in case NO ONE else has heard my story...lemme tell it for you all!!  I worked on Tuesday night...first lets start out with the BUTCH lesbian's STUPID ideas...oh I'm sorry was that angry...yes yes it was. Ok first her stupid plan is to start having the door greeters high light the bottom of EVERYONE'S reciept on the way out the door ( Read more... )

I saw Him today...I miss him already, hes going away for awhile.

It's gonna be so much Worse in a few months.

I wonder how will I get by living only in letters?

Will I drive for hours just to see him smile, or will I just write how much I miss him everyday?

Will I Forget him when he goes?

I heart him too much to let go, and I love myself to ( Read more... )

SO...someone took something I wrote in my myspace, without truly understanding the context of it or what was said and put it on Chris's livejournal. Why I let this bother me, I don't know...maybe because I had the diluted belief that before he left we could at least work on trying to be friends, HAHAHA...I laugh at this now...but at the time I ( Read more... )