because we live in a instant gratification - nation. its horriable. the first week im all "fuck yeah im gonna do this shit.. see ya later nasty fat!! Yous gettin kicked to the curb." and then the next week im slacking on working out and eating shitty food.  man o man. easter... uuhhhggg ( Read more... )

 so it turned out my actual weight was a whoping 149!!!  holy fat ass ( Read more... )

 so the plan even tho i hate it will be to do lots and lots of cardio ( Read more... )

start. fresh. new. do. it. this. time. PLEASE. I'm. begging. me.

so if i lose 2 pounds a week for 3.5 months i will reach my goal weight of 120 pounds. Im so fucking fat right now. fatter then Ive ever been. 145. that embarrassing. I'm only 5'3 none of my clothes fit me anymore. I'm just a huge sausage. my legs have gotten way big. aswell as my ( Read more... )

so lets pretend im not fucked up. lets pretend its all your fault ( Read more... )