okay, thanks for all your comments you have shown me that there are people who care. you think i am a little b****, then why didnt you leave a name? too scared. i understand, people who talk like that are just too afraid to confront other people. so why not look into a mirror before you start looking into my face ( Read more... )

once again i wake up and say to myself, why? do i have any real purpose to anything. and dont think this is because of a girl. no, this comes from a life of just bieng average and never doing anything worth doing. i am tired of all this, and the worst part is i have to keep going, i cant stop. yeah, the worst part. enough of this, i am going and ( Read more... )

Of course this is my life. this is what i built. everything from what i wear to who my "friends" are. all of it is from what i made. and i hate it. but i wont let this build up inside of me. i hate you. an entire world is not good enough for you. i dont know what is, and you wont tell me. but i wont let this build up indise of me. i go everyday, ( Read more... )

On a long enough time line, the survival rate for eveyone will drop to zero ( Read more... )

Now I'm aiming for Heaven But probably wind up down in Hell

this is me, i am not who i want to be. if i could be then i think i would be a great person. but i am my own worst enemy. i keep myself form letting myself be myself. it seems like i have been this way for a very long time. i hope one day to defeat myslef and become who i am supposed to be.