I miss Syd. I am excited for next year. Sam and I are going to have an awesome room.

I was very sick today, but I had the most delicious chicken noodle soup for lunch and I'm hoping they're serving it again tonight for dinner. mmm. throwing up is never enjoyable.

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I am having too many thoughts at once. I am so overwhelmed with feeling. I need to dig myself a hole ( a warm dry one) and extricate whats real from what I'm imagining. I need a week of self-reflection and a year of resting with my conclusions before I can decide on the least trying plan of action. My brain is engaged in a fatally decisive internal ( Read more... )

last night was the first time since august 27th that I fell asleep with the lights off. Even better, I woke up to an empty room and am now enjoying music like I have not in weeks. Last night I dreamed about my brothers. I want to see my lizard and snakes again.

I bought Sin City today and I need to organize my room because I don't have anywhere to put anything.  No classes on Tuesdays means that I get to be alone in the room, which is rare.  I wish my roommate had a better sense of adventure.  Then maybe she would leave the room on her own sometimes, or she would at least be more fun to take along.   ( Read more... )

I miss working. I need an income. Helloooo job applications.

New Hampshire is beautiful, and someday I will backpack the presidential range (or at least do a hut-to-hut hike)

Graduated... now what should I do?

The squid with jelly arms jellied himself all over the place.