Today was alright. I actually went to soccer like I said I would- impressive. I've gotten so out of shape over the past few months, but it won't be long before I'm all toned up again. I'm determined. I just took a hot bath, it was very relieving. I'm tired. My tummy hurts. I have a headache. Well on the sunny side, I just got a smoothie and that ( Read more... )

The saddest thing is being this happy and knowing that someday, it will all fall apart. And my heart full of love will be empty and bleeding. Yet I still keep going, because it's all worth it. One minute of happiness and love with him is worth all the lifetime of tears and pain. don'T breaK mY hearT mY lovE.

So what is better- telling a lie that someone will believe or telling the truth that noone will believe?

both suck...

.If you wake up and your still drunk then you know it's time to go back to sleep ( Read more... )

Well me and P-Dawg are bout to see Gothika. YAY I'm excited. I can't believe all these Xmas decorations! Me and Paige went to F'hope today and got some kinda of coffe thing at Mr. Gene's Beans and it was yummy. :) mmm. I'm so excited about Thanksgiving, all that food- YES! Uh Oh New Years is commin Paige, betta WATCH YO' Self! haha I love you ( Read more... )

This is crazy. Why does my head always get screwed with. You called last night to say "I love you". I was like what? I know you were just messed up. We haven't been together in 8 months, this is so strange to me. Your such a great friend to me still, and I've always known you would care for me because I still care for you so much. I'll always be ( Read more... )

Well I can't sleep so I decided to update. Last night was crazy dude! WHOA. haha Yes Paige a little sickness for a big smile. Oh gosh, crazy crazy. I got to hang out with a lot of folks I haven't hung out with in a long time, it was fun. Today Ashleigh and Tina decided to take Tina's new car mud riding.(?) Yeah, well, they got stuck. ha- So Nick ( Read more... )

Well this week is going by fast. Monday Paige and I slept in and checked in late, which was nice, but earned Paige OCS... sorry babe! Tuesday I had an art field trip, we were supposed to go to the zoo in Montgomery, but do to bad weather we only went to the art museum and the mall. OHGOSH. There was this old black dude in a red car beside the bus ( Read more... )

The weird thing is... that I was going to call you and talk to you about it, but she said not to. She told me to wait until you got back. And of course the first chance she got she ran to call and tell you. I didn't really understand that, but okay because I don't understand a lot of things she does and says. So I guess all I can say is that I'm ( Read more... )

Things are actually starting to look up for me. It's been a long time since I could really say I was happy. It feels pretty good. I know that I've probably hurt you, but it would have only been worse in the end. I truly am sorry. I have so much studying and reading to do, it sucks. I need to get on track with school, foreal. Ashleigh and Paige ya' ( Read more... )