Tonight was crazy. That's all I can say to sum things up. I saw my love, and we talked. I heard some things that I never would have expected. I thought you were so strong, so perfect. That nothing could get you down and crazy, but I was wrong. Right now I feel like you need me, and I am for sure that I need you. I love you so much and I finally ( Read more... )

I'm such a baby. My heart aches. I feel like I took the best thing in my life and completely destroyed it. I really am my own worst enemy. It took a month for me to realize that yes I do know what love is. A month too late for sure. I was certain that you were not the one for me and that I would be fine and better off without you. I was wrong, I ( Read more... )

I'm sick of letting you bring me down. When I'm upset you make it worse. Your supposed to be there for me. make me happy when I'm sad. Yet when you know I'm depressed you make me feel even worse. I don't understand it. I love you because I have to. And I hate him just as I always have. He can stay out of my life and leave me the fuck alone. If he ( Read more... )

Last night I saw you. But I'm not sure if that was the thing to do. My heart dropped and I was lost in emotion. Everything was weird, and now I guess I miss you more than ever. AH. I just want to scream out now because I'm so confused.

At home today is where I stayed. In a state of sickness. Blah. I have consumed more orange juice in the past two hours than I probably have in my entire life ( Read more... )

hey my throat hurts. hmm go away. i'm ready for this weekend ( Read more... )

Im stressed. School sucks. Heart hurts. Throat hurts too ( Read more... )

Tonight was strange... but it wasn't bad. For some reason I feel inferior right now. I can never manage to be good enough. she's beautiful.

I thought that everyone was so pure. I thought that everyone could be trusted and I poured my heart and soul into everyone and everything. I used to believe that there was someone out there looking down on us, someone we could pray to that would take all of our fears away, someone who would wash our sins away. I thought life was good. Until I met ( Read more... )

This weekend was very laid back, but I guess I needed that... Halloween was, i dunno, okay I guess. The graveyard really freaked me out. And when I had to listen to y'all fighting it just upset me and I just wanted to go home. Not to mention there were some people who were a little too messed up for my likings, but that's cool- it happens. Last ( Read more... )