so today was sunny and in the seventies and i had the car. i went to help out an old teacher of mine grade papers and deal with crazy 12 year olds :). but she's paying me, and i love her *definitely my favorite teacher*, and i haven't worked since september, i desperately need the money. And after i left, i just drove home and laid out in the sun. ( Read more... )

i feel like a camel, i've been drinking water like crazy today. Next i'll grow a few humps, just you wait.

I've come to realize that really all of my old friends are full of shit. They do not understand either, they're all so wrapped up in their own high school drama that they don't seem to realize that there's a real world out there full of ( Read more... )

ugh. i am so ready to give up on this. Charlie always gets my hopes up. He says he'll call, he says we'll hang out. and then plans always fall through, granted it's not always his fault, but maybe it's some sort of sign that it's just not meant to be. I need to quit getting so hung up over guys. It's like i get depressed, i feel out of place and i ( Read more... )

how in the hell do you fail the personality test. Damn, i am an idiot. ugh, this would've been totally perfect, just nights, good pay, so close, and i fucking failed the personality/math test. A fucking five year old i bet would've done better than me. damn, well now what am i gonna do? i was so sure that this would work out. i really just cannot ( Read more... )

so i went to dinner last night w/ hillary. her birthday is tuesday, so it was like a birthday dinner. we ate at yummi house, a mix of chinese/japanese/oriental. i had an eggroll and a soft shell crab roll, which was absolutely amazing, but i am a vegetarian. i totally cheated. however, i have been a vegetarian for five/almost six years, and i can ( Read more... )

so this is new. i have another lj, but i really wanted someplace that i could vent without everyone knowing and then having some kind of huge backlash over what i typed in my lj. as if life wasn't dramatic enough, the focus with my friends now seems to be lj drama, and frankly i am sick of it.

and the username, actually a screenname of one of the ( Read more... )