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Life.
I have had a lot of loss in my life. My marriage, friends, family. I have lost people from deceit, death and ignorance. These last 6 years in my life have been emotionally draining, I hit rock bottom, I wanted to die, I have cried, screamed, been surrounded with love and felt nothing but alone. I have gained, I have lost… people, money, homes, kids ( Read more... ) -
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Long time no update…. I am just here to vent. I feel stagnant in my life right now. I don’t know if I am stunted in my growth, but I am exhausted all the time and feel like no matter what I do to get ahead, it doesn’t work. I feel almost as if I have given up. It is strange too, because I am not depressed or sad or anything. I am just done. I ( Read more... ) -
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I don’t know why, but I am really slipping into a slump. A bad one. This depression thing is really controlling my life and I don’t know how to break a way from it. I really don’t. Sometimes it is so bad, such as today, that I wish I didn’t even wake up in the morning. I am really sad and I don’t know why. But I have to shake it. I have to stop the ( Read more... ) -
Life These Days.......
Life is getting better. I am feeling pretty good. Faced some things in the last year I never wanted to face, for better or for worse, I am stronger for it. However, right now, all I want is a candy bar……. I saw an ad for chocolate with beer in it or something like that. I fell in love instantly. Today I need to consolidate my student loans. I am ( Read more... ) -
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I have let go and opened up… all I feel is empty
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Ouch
So the surgery went well, only now I am in pain!! I will update when I am more alive.... ;-)
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