Man, I never thought I'd be so typical.

Is it dumb that I'm so upset about this?
If it were up to me, I would have kept the friendship.
Is it up to me? Not really, if I want my relationship.
Too bad. We had potential.
Sometimes you make sacrifices for people you love.
I hope it's worth it.
Of course it is. Should there be any doubt in my mind?
I wish I could at least say I'm sorry.Jerk

I feel like a complete jerk.

What's wrong with me?

Urgh...I don't really want to go to work. It gets old.

I finished Searching for God Knows What. It was SO good...Donald Miller really has his head on straight about Christianity. For the longest time, I thought something was wrong with me because I wasn't fufilled by acronyms and bullet points and formulas, so I stopped buying into it and felt ( Read more... )

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"Love keeps no record of wrongs."

So why do I keep listing in my head all the random, unintentionally hurtful things he said last week?

"This too shall pass."

So the interview at Arby's did not happen. The restaurant is right off the highway, and I missed my turn. It was raining. I tried to turn around at this little road through the median, but I didn't get in the left lane first. I accidentally cut a lady off. And she hit my car. And it spun into the median (which was grass and not concrete, thank ( Read more... )

I interviewed at Wal-Mart on Wednesday. It didn't go so well. I had filled out my application wrong, so I looked dumb. AND they were only hiring auto techs and nighttime floor sweepers. Since I am a morning person (not a night owl) who is not good with cars, neither of these positions would have been good for me ( Read more... )

Zines for trade on laundro.

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Well, I made to Belton and back. Great job, me. It was my first time driving that far without someone helping me. I was actually less freaked out than when Joel was in the car with me, probably because I had MapQuest ( Read more... )