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do anything anymore. when did life become so mundane and unmotivating?

Yesterday Ella and I went to the park and played for hours. I cant believe how big she's getting. So amazing. We played on the slides, swung on the swings, chased the squirrels and then bought spongebob ice cream. Some pics:


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today i made food and a lot of it. the boy i've been seeing went out with me last night and stayed for thanksgiving today. the day started off great with just the family and him, my mom and i mainly in the kitchen cooking and he at the bar watching. i felt bad cause my dad's kind of an asshole and doesnt really talk much to anyone. but.. we ate, ( Read more... )

I'm really fond of this boy. We have plans for a late lunch today, plans to hang out all day tomorrow cause I don't work and I don't think he does either and he's coming over for thanksgiving din din with the folks. Last night he stayed at my house again. So comforting to wake up next to a warm body. Plus he's the best cuddler this side of the ( Read more... )

Met a new boy... Everything about him is amazing to me. He's just the guy I've been looking for all along. He's smart, cute, witty, fun, doesn't drink, do drugs or smoke. He owns his own business and is so incredibly talented both musically and artistically. We've hung out the past two nights together though we met some weeks ago. Last night was ( Read more... )

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She wore a seashell
To remind her to listen,
Just listen, it softly said.

Listen,
To the wings of the hummingbird
The aching and the answers
To the nothing
And the most of.

She wore lace gloves
To keep her from touching
Stay seperate, the urged.

Stay seperate
From the pink of swollen lips
The casual and catastrophy
To the forever
And the never

Our breath was counterpoint on a june sunset. He measured the distance between the frays in my hair with the coarse paws of a laborer. It was almost peaking, the auburn light on the tops of the brick silhouettes and palms. I recall thinking it was an idealistic hue, one that must have charmed the ancients, seduced the lips of the heathens, and ( Read more... )

this town harbors feelings that make me sick to my stomach. it's sad to think how immature people can be. you can only hope so much that people will grow up. some do and some dont. tonight was a good example of the two.

i was approached tonight by a girl whom i had a bad falling out with almost 3 years ago, not necessarily because of things i had ( Read more... )