Ah where does time go. I had a lot of fun and alot of drama in the BDSM scene when I was inbetween jobs. I figure I had my quarter life crisis. I realize that i've drifted pretty far away from the thinking that AA gave me and I should probably start going back to meetings. I'm 7 year sober now. Biggest new step in my life is weight loss. I'm ( Read more... )

Been awake for far too long. Quit my old job, found a new one. Exhausted. My testicles have been removed finally. Tired. Me and rorb have been poly for a long time now and that's going great. I can't ever rest. Rorby and Violet are still happily together, but I broke up with Violet, ending the triad. I just wasn't finding myself that ( Read more... )

-Got married to Rorbery, last name is changed ( Read more... )

I ended up canceling my south korea trip, I didn't plan things out very well. I just saw something I want more than anything and say fuck everything else. So instead i'm planning to get my orchiectomy. funny how the dictionary wants to correct that to hysterectomy, like who in their right mind wants to remove their testicles. well this lil lady ( Read more... )

We moved over to Gaithersburg. The area is so much nicer! :-) Living with Ky now. Going to south korea in about 5 months to get vocal cord surgery. I just have to get this done. no excuses.

Its late at night, spent the entire day recharging from an exhausting work week. Rorb's asleep and i'm done Isaacing for tonight. Legal shit is finally switched over and mom is finally calling me Jamie and she. I was just hanging up anytime she called me the other name soooo I guess she figured out that if she wanted to speak to me, she'd have ( Read more... )

Hello myself. So some big news, first of all i'm engaged to Rorb. Rorbs family loves this so much, i didn't know they were all such Jamie fans, but apparently they are. Rorbs brother said "these have been the best holidays (thanksgiving and christmas) we've had in a long time and its because of you" I was really touched. I came out at work ( Read more... )

Yep tons of changes. What else is new right? Hrt for 15 months at this point, out to my family and pretty much everyone. only work is the only place where i'm dressed as a guy. after getting my ear lobes pierced i'm getting some strange looks, like i don't pass as a guy anymore, even when i'm wearing a sports bra to keep my size down. I moved ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why i'm writing this, I almost never feel the compulsion to write anymore. But I've been thinking about one of my ex's a lot tonight. Probably because I went to the store late at night. That was our thing, buy a bunch of junk food, stay up late watching crappy movies, and just laugh a lot. I feel like maybe i messed things up, ( Read more... )

Since nobody reads these things anymore I thought I should write something since I woke up early and can't get back to sleep. Life's been going. 2 years 3 months sober. Finally got that tattoo of the grim reaper riding a red tricycle about a year ago. Bought a new car, again about a year ago. Have a stable job, but I hate my new boss. She has ( Read more... )