i put a downpayment on a car today...i hope they can get the one i want! cross your fingers!

I'M HOME I'M HOME!

LET THE PARTIES BEGIN!

umm, the only thing is i'm starting to miss everyone at school already. :o(

hopefully i find a job and stay tan for a while. can i just be a bum and not work?

so, today was beautiful. i'm so happy i was at home. i got to lay out for about 2 hours and i even got some tan lines! the only bad thing about today was dozing off at the wheel on the highway and going 95 mph and almost dying. good thing i woke up ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today ( Read more... )

dear person that narked on me ( Read more... )

so, spring break. in a nutshell it was very relaxing. i saw rudy. i missed him. when i saw him i started shaking SO bad. i looked like a fool standing in best buy waiting for him to talk to me. the first time he did, but the second time he didn't. i'm a fool for thinking that he actually wanted a relationship with me, that he actually saw me as a ( Read more... )

i know in my heart i should have never gone back. every horrible, lust filled emotion is back in my body and in a place where it can never go away, my heart. my heart is screaming in my chest for me to stop letting it get broken again and again, but i still come back. my heart is breaking with every button i push on my phone. with every fragmented ( Read more... )

today sucks. i mean, it would be ok if it wasn't snowing like a fucking monsoon outside! we don't have a dvd player in the house, the vcr's are broken, we can't go out and get either of the two, and i want to go out cuz i haven't been outside all day! i wanted to go get a pedicure before it got too bad outside, but by the time i was ready to go, ( Read more... )

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so, forget everything i said in xanga about how much i love darrell because of watching the notebook. yes, the movie was amazing, but i don't know if i will find love like that in my life ever. yes, i am in love, but tonight i was hurt...really bad. this time it is worse than last weekend by far. i hate being lied to and i hate waiting around for a ( Read more... )