Outside there is happiness, but inside there is an angry soul that if not treated will come out and diminish the happiness. There is a young girl that has had to grow up too fast forcing her to perceive the real world, vs. her sheltered world she grew up in. She is so scared she will make one careless mistake that will change her life forever. She ( Read more... )

It has been so long, I couldn't even figure how to update this thing...The truth is I forgot my password, but then I reached the conclusion that it was my name!!!!;)I have about 10 minutes to ramble so I'm going to fully use those 10 minutes.......what's been going on since the last entry? Well I still try and See Ellen, but I've been missing her ( Read more... )

Why do I give people more and more reasons to think that I'm a lesbian....ha ha I am in luv wit the Ellen Show.....And what's gotten into me? I used to make fun of Dr. Phil...no I can't stand missing an episode.....Life's going pretty good right now....busy and tiring.....But the bills are getting paid and thats what matters...Looking forward to ( Read more... )

This bitch is lucky she's even awake.....I'm werkin on roughly 4hrs of sleep a nite and yeah it is taking a toll....Random Advice..."To all who thought Meters were free on Saturday..they're not ha ha..yeah don't listen to anybody....bc I did and now I owe the city of baltimore $23.00 But I'll learn one day....So yeah I'm starting to dread getting ( Read more... )

Ok I guess it's time to update..It's only been about 3 months right?.....Why wasn't I writing?...Bc I need to get over myself basically ha ha...I have severe trust issues that I need to get over....I used to not trust anyone but I'm slowly getting better. Hey I wanna write about a problem that I'm so happy I understand why I was the way I was..... ( Read more... )

Hey there...You're (You are) I used it right finally...are probably thinking,does this bitch really need another journal, your answer Yes I do... I love just being able to vent bc yeah I love to talk, I'll even talk to a stranger(if they will let me) thats the key words(if they will let me)but a lot of things I keep inside and don't tell people how ( Read more... )