the girl sits at home staring out the window wishing she had the balls to be someone she was not. what a dream, driving away in the middle of the night with a mysterious man who had sacrificed hours just to come and see you. but no, not her. she is left to wait in the lonely darkness of her room while someone else takes her place. for someone else ( Read more... )

it's almost christmas! and this is one of those years when i can't wait to go downstairs in the morning!

hormones are gay

it's all good...

i was really really happy today. i couldn't stop smiling and sat here folding laundry and singing along to music. some good times. then it came time to go to my basketball game. no problem. we had never lost a game and usually i came home feeling refreshed and pumped. not today, not today. i was, and still am really pissed. to put my feelings ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE PUMBLECHOOK!!!

this has been the best birthday ever. thanks everybody. :)

band concert was a bust. my birthday is tomorrow. yay! me and nan started to kick some alien but and save fugi..something or other. yeah. good times. ummm. not a lot going on. school and stuff. math ace made me feel stupid again. i really need to get ahold of some geometry notes. yep...that's what's up.

i randomly researched melanoma this morning. for all those who don't know it's the deadliest type of skin cancer. i probably should have started researching it a long time ago. when i was five my mom died from this disease. well...on to what i've discovered. it's all kind of scary ( Read more... )

hmm...does someone have a crush???

it's amazing how easy talking can be