So.......I guess I'm ready to explain it all.

So some people may say "It's just a cat...Just a pet." ...Whatever.


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I'm doing a bit better now...I still start crying from time to time but it's not as bad as it used to be. At times I feel like I'm making too big a deal of this, but I think I might just think that's what other will think once I'm ready to type it all out...I don't care, whatever...All just so....unexpected....so horrible....

She's dead....why.....

Before they completely said it...I knew. I had such fear...I started shaking my head no no...Don't say what I'm fearing....but I still can't seem to quite believe it. It's true but it just can't be it just can't...