walking and walking and walking (for anywhere between 2 - 20 hours in one go, lately it's most often around 15, give or take a bit), like any other coping mechanism,
(context: waiting for Skins S04E07 to download so we can go back to our regularly scheduled comedy/tragedy drinking game.)
"22 minutes! The down speed is going up again! Yay!" "A watched pot never boils, Captain." "Well, then I'll just smoke instead. Who wants to watch pot when you could smoke it, anyway?"
things that I did today that count as productive because they needed doing and I didn't really feel like doing them but sucked it up and did them anyway
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To say that you understand and accept something does not necessarily mean that you do understand or accept it. Even to believe it with utmost sincerity does not, at the bottom of things, make it true.
It is an unfortunate, disillusioning thing to consider, but it is there all the same.