i just wanted to say that winnie cooper is on this episode of the west wing

12 hour work days KILL me. bah. my feet are hurting very badly. I don't know how people do this for years on end. Some women I work with have even waitressed while pregnant. I'm amazed ( Read more... )

i wrecked my car ( Read more... )

seriously. saturday night was amazing. seeing everyone jump out of their seats after the last note is an image i will carry with me for the rest of my life. i don't know how I feel about music - if the emotions it impsires are universal, if it should be relegated to formality or contextualized or what not, but i know that that playing that ( Read more... )

there is this neosporin ad that really bothers me. honestly, it keeps me up at night thinking about it. This woman who doesn't have a name or introduces herself as anything just starts talking about her three boys. THe woman is dressed nicely and is pedicured and sitting quietly in her home. Her three boys are shown roughhousing around outside ( Read more... )

I have a prospie sitting in my room, asleep and I can't wake her up ( Read more... )

but that's okay because you're a wild girl
nothing to say
marriage scares me to my core.
it's frightening how you can be inches from someone but hardly aware of their presence.
for all of my hard work i have felt lately like i am watching the actions of my life.
I am incapable of thinking in more than one sentence thoughts.

i am entirely expendable

tonight I sat in the gaze-bo listening to my new coffee house mraz cd and reading something which is just on the verge of intriguing. I was sweaty and happy and cold.
today is the best night ever.

I heard someone mocking me in the class the other day though perhaps she wasn't mocking me at all but my overactive self-image jumped out at her and jumbled her words all around. I have felt as small as a bug for days merely because of this. I have nothing to show them. NO confidence that I will be "better" than them, no belief that I will be ( Read more... )